I suppose I'll start by saying fuck you, whoever you are. I don't care about anyone else right now. Its just little things that piss me off. Little things that people do. Nothing big, nothing anyone else would care even a bit about. Just me, though. These little things are the kind that make me want to... Yah. Nothing major. But the thing is, everyone does these subtle things to piss me off. They don't mean to actually piss me off, they just mean to be the bitches they are. Me and my friend have a wonderful plan for highschool. It WILL probably make many people not like us. Good. I hate people. And I hate it much more when people that hate me are nice to me. God. I do it too but still. I try so hard now though, to be nice. I don't want to be known as a bitch any fucking more. All year I was known as a bitch. A horrible, always mad, always in a bad mood, B-I-T-C-H. Got tired of it. Started using Sam's method. "You hate me so I suckup. Now you love me." Its what she does. It doesn't work. But I'm nice to her, mostly. So, it works in this way: "I'll pretend to like you if you pretend to like me." I'm sure that whole little Sam tidbit makes no sense to anyone who reads who.

I found out some of my friends used to call me a poser behind my back. Whores. All of them. I still can't believe they said that though. I never was remotely close to a poser! I don't want to be no fucking punk or skater kid! Congratulations to me, I had skater shoes, there big, comfy, and look awesome! They also said something about me wanting to be like Morgan. I really can't stand her anymore. No offense to her, but she attempts to draw too much attention to herself. Like Sam.

I need a punching bag or something. Sounds like fun to kick the shit out of. I don't get to go horse back riding for the rest of the summer, therefore I'm going to be slightly stressed. I'm very calm when I'm horse back riding. I never think about anything thats going on thats bad. Its like music but... better. My favourite thing in the world would be just to listen to music while perched on the saddle of one of the horses at FRS. Would be amazing. But... ya know... that's... just... yeah...